An exercise in futility

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1 total messages Started by Ian Davis Tue, 11 Dec 2012 05:01

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Author: Ian Davis
Date: Tue, 11 Dec 2012 05:01

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Ok you shiny happy people, I won't waste your time with the sob story
but I will say I've had three years of a decent into hell. I was
diagnosed with a neurological condition that is going to leave me at
the mercy and burden of others. I broke off my engagement with a girl
who was and in some ways always will be the missing part of my soul,
now our flat is a constant  reminder of a life I will never have. I've
done all of the "Talk" crap after 1200mg of tramadol failed to put me
in the dirt and managed to convince those around me that everything is
status quo and I'm getting on with this so called "Life" But everyday
my condition gets worse and I regret throwing away the love of my
life. I'm not asking for help or attention, I'm asking for a way to
get the frak of this cold and empty planet and see whats next. I'm
trying to be considerate to those that have to discover my corpse so
the less " Messy" the better it will be but I'm also a realist and
lets face it!  Death is never clean! thank you for your time.

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