🚀 go-pugleaf

I've attempted suicide a few times before. Once with 120 4mg bars of xanax, that didn't kill me. Another time OD on every pill I could find. Then I tried to kill myself with alcohol, that didn't work, then another time I tried using elastic around my neck. I think that would have worked but I was found. Another time with asprin. 

All have failed.  I've always thought about driving in a head on collision, but I don't want to be a veggie. 

So now I'm back to the elastic band or bag over the head concept, pills don't seem to work so I want to go this route I think. 

I'm just not sure what to do about my animals, I'm certain if I leave enough food for a week by the 3-4th day someone will get suspicious and call the police so I think I have that covered. 

I just don't know if I should do the heilum thing because I really can't afford it, so is maybe an elastic band around the neck and then a bag over the head a good idea or?  

I know when I used the elastic band I could feel the life slowly draining out of me. It was easy to lay back and let myself try to sleep as I was gasping for air, I know I almost made it.  I'm just wondering if I should  use a bag to make sure I don't veg myself incase the elastic just cuts some oxygen off to the brain and I pull it off only to become a veg. 
 
Any ideas?