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"dcata" <dcata@ibm.net> wrote:

>Just wanted to say that I've known this girl named Alice for about a year
>now, I met her at school when we did a skit together and I fell in love with
>her right away. I asked her out a few weeks later but she said that she
>needed to know me more before getting serious. That really hurt but I
>remained persistent and since then she became one of my best friends. My
>love for her has grown since and now it's been a couple of months where I
>can't stop thinking about her. I'm totally crazy about her, I think it's
>because I admire her so much for being so smart and kind. ( something that I
>love in a girl ). It's killing me inside and I can't work anymore and I'm
>always feeling depressed. I want to tell her how much I love her but I'm
>afraid that she doesn't feel at least some feelings for me, I couldn't take
>it if she'd reject me. She is the only person that can hurt me more that any
>physical pain in the world, or on the opposite, the sunshine of my life.

>    Please give me some advice or at least some encouragement.

>                                Thx everybody, even if you just read this...

>                                                Big heart Mat


I have..or had..:( my own 'Alice'....I let it tear me apart for 2
years before I couldn't take it any more and decided I needed
something more.  To keep it short,  it didn't go anywhere but
regardless,  the only thing you can do Mat is tell her how you feel
and hope for the best.  Trust me..living in this hell of a tortured
soul just isn't worth it.  I wish you the best of luck.

Guinness