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Re: Suicidal

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From: old coyote
Date: Mon, 16 Dec 2002 23:59
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"Honey Hemlock" <honeyhemlock@NOTCOLDhotmail.com> wrote in message
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> "Tim Bruening" <tsbrueni@pop.dcn.davis.ca.us> wrote in message
> news:3DFDADBA.A4EC5655@pop.dcn.davis.ca.us...
> > After my Dad left my Mom in 1994, I considered threatening to commit
> > suicide to force him to come back.  Have any of you felt that way?
> >
>
> This is not something that I usually address, because talking about it
gets
> me thinking about it again, but sorta yeah. Mostly I've just seen it as an
> escape from the pain, or "they'd be better off without me around" but
other
> times I've thought of it as a tool to manipulate the people around me as
you
> did.
>
NODNOD

> Never the threat of it though, if you threaten there is invariably an
> unpleasant intervention of some sort.
>
I never shared my thoughts or fancies though-- I was, and continue to be,
too frightened of being carted away.  It's far easier living with "my own
personal private thoughts" rather than having to defend them to my family.
They haven't understood yet, so why would they at this point?  Just me,
myself and my pdoc.

-=oc=-
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From: "old coyote" <the_oldcoyote@yahoo.com>
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Subject: Re: Suicidal
Date: Mon, 16 Dec 2002 16:59:40 -0700
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