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ShlbyLee wrote:

> I am so fucking lonely and miserable.  I have such an urge to lock myself
> in the garage with the motor running.  Please someone help me, I just need
> a friend.  E-mail is welcome if anybody even cares.

ShlbyLee,

    I'm heading into Divorce court for the second time in 10 years.  I felt
very much as you do now, after my first ex headed to see her folks with our
kids, and then proceeded to divorce me.  Looking back now, it's like something
on a sitcom.  Everybody knew but me.  I honestly never saw it coming, although
I did have some doubts.  I was devestated.  Trouble sleeping the whole bit.
My Dr., in an attempt to help me prescribed  sleeping pills.  There I sat one
night,  pissed as a nit, feeling very much like you are now.  I needed so
desparately someon to talk to.  I phoned a friend of mine from work.  I will
never forget what she told me when i told what i was going to do.  She said
that if I followed through with my plan (I figured I'd just swallow all those
pills in my state of inebriation), that she would never talk me again.  Ever.
    Sounds corny,  but it made me think.  and the more I thought the more I
realized, even in a druken stupor, that there were still people out there who
cared.
    Perhaps you just need to get hold of best friend (not your ex), and drag
him/her out and do what you love to do.  Please understand that divorce is not
an end, but simplely a process.  Life will go on.

If you'd like to talk, I'd like to listen.

Pete

"I'm just going through a little down time."
                                     ~ Jo Dee Messina