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Re: I need this sun

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From: slunky
Date: Wed, 23 Sep 2009 02:14
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_/ the_dawggie <the_dawggie@hotmail.com> wrote \_
> On Sep 22, 11:37?pm, slunky <slu...@cryptobug.com> wrote:
>> Do your mammoth fingers of pudge fit in your blowhole to scratch it?
>
> I don't want to scratch it - it is a fistula that would pus all over
> everything from inside my nose to outside it to through my
> eye (great party trick) Scratching my nose, my fingers fit in
> ferpectly.
> Or was that TMI? - gotta realize if you ask then ... now what
> about your fingers?
>
> Fistulas are not really fixable, and I kinda like it but can be
> annoying at times when it feels like letting go. Good today.
>
> Pus from them will cause surrounding skin irritation and
> sticks like shite to a blanket. Some days can blow _huge_
> chunks of snot, pus, and blood - think 2cm by 4cm this
> should be done otherwise it grows a green mold. If you
> accidently snort it back - tastes plausible. They sometimes
> develop a cone shape you breath through.
>
> Weird stuff you get from medical hospitals - I've had so
> many problems including phemomia(sp?). I not even in my
> life been to a hospital since this year where I died twice,
> coma for 4 months, multiple other stays, pretty much
> can't trust my legs because of muscle wastage. Ah was
> not too bad - request blood tests on my right hand because
> it's numb (ulna nerve damage). Doctors and nurses
> don't know why I'm still alive - they were about to give
> up until one doctor decided to try something.
> Death is an interesting and weird expience and might
> vary from person to person. For me I felt frozen in
> ice water and someone something meybe a co-worker
> from some years back asked "Currently dead -Live/die?"
> I obviously made wrong decision on that.
>
> Norwalk not yet got from them - that was a different
> issue, however not fun at the time. Never had flu.
>
> My liver is fucked - but that does not worry me - does
> not hurt and my kidneys are the best hospital staff
> have experienced so selling one would be bad.
>
> Huge scar across my neck to insert tubes which looks
> kinda cool. Although being 42 you would not pick my
> age it confuses folk as being younger than I am.
>
> So you did ask, and are now up to date.
>
> Mental health - have Pristiq.

I didn't read it because it was a lie.

-- 
 -slunky
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Subject: Re: I need this sun
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