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Article #3Northern star
From: catullus2
Date: Wed, 17 Jan 2001 18:11
Date: Wed, 17 Jan 2001 18:11
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What the day brought in. What the thunder said. But what if it was not yours to recover. There was a black flower around her head, a black flower and a blanket of stars. In her right hand Venus held immortality, and with her left to keep in the balance she repeatedly tapped humanity for exertion of its creative infinity toward continuity with the Source. The night knew more than the sun. The night was wisdom reaching the earth, veiled and delicate. The night was an abyss full of stars. An abyss that was silent and enchanting and open. An abyss that was but one step removed from the creative; an abyss that knew the creative but was not the creative and with her ionized longing nurtured the mini- orlds. He made friends with Sirius and Arcturis. He plucked the Northern Star from the sky and impaled it on back of her neck. He spoke to Algol. A hollow tube � a dried sugar cane � a coiled trumpet inserted into the mind breathing death. His 28 Scorpio Sun staring directly into the face of the scar-faced old warrior, the agony of millions flashing inside, chanting the sound of the universe being born. Congested acidic skin burst. Dark matter splattered. Vibrations of ohm resonated and found eye of God. The question was what to trust, and the easy answer was the whole thing. He saw the purpose for the whole thing. He knew how it parsed together. There was a transmission of sensibilities. She made an excellent oracle and told him what he otherwise would not have known. These sensibilities were not given as primers of afterlife, as had been told. They were part of divine blueprint of how life is meant to be experienced. Erotic striving was the color of aurora borealis, and the traveler navigated by her currents. The traveler went north, far north, where trees disappeared. She had become harsh and abrasive in order to keep alive. She had become snow and arctic polarities. The communication was blocked and yet the call was clear from beyond the Abyss. The ineffable was to be untied with man�s wits guided by man�s desire. She had lost sight of aurora borealis once, and was destroyed. They all lived in multiple worlds, and the Abyss fell between them. They played different sides of the Abyss. The tundra stretched far and wide. And at the crown of the earth where he wished to lay his hand the age-old puzzle beckoned. I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire These dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothing's as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in pain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of her love Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this Sweet desert rose This memory of Eden haunts us all This desert flower, this rare perfume Is the sweet intoxication of the fall - Sting http://www.geocities.com/drr0cket Sent via Deja.com http://www.deja.com/
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