🚀 go-pugleaf

Lying on this torn up bed.
shame's saliva dripping down my chin.
i feel so pious and innocent.
heat warms me from within.
body slowly shifting.
pushed by the rotting hatred
that's rubbing up against these sheets.
My skin is used and tainted
i am alone, but what joy a lie gives me!
damned to burn in my own fucking hell.
perhaps i will always be here.
lubricating insides with her gel.
slipping all my flesh to the fire.
i want to see it burn.
know now, that i am the denier.
and it will always be my turn.

                                       LukeErwin

Why does it feel so wonderful, and so right? i know now that i am hers
 A wet, burnt, ignominous whore. Ensoiled with guilt and sin. My face
is cracked and peeling away. I'm getting too sore for this. Sometimes 
i feel so vengful. Why do i feel like she owes me something?