🚀 go-pugleaf

Hello, God,
Dear God is too much "prayer..ish". Supposedly I'm created in your image. 
That's what I'd say to me.
    I have an oldie but a goodie- Thank You. Thank you for the family you 
gave me. Thank you for the friends you gave me. But, I'm not really happy 
with the body you gave me and I didn't get a warranty. I know it's over 50 
but a lot of your other models didn't start breaking down till much longer.
    I have this problem with pain. I don't think you are currently in charge 
of inflicting pain but I know you've made your mark on this subject in the 
past. I know there must be some good in it because your Son did so much of 
it for us. As much as I hurt, at times, it doesn't compare. But, I still 
humbly ask you to give me a Doctor who's not an idiot ( Like Dr. Robert 
Steiner.. yeah, you know- the idiot who thinks I'm faking this whole thing 
for drugs and to get out of work.) How can you create people who make stupid 
judgements... wait a second. I do that all the time(make stupid judgements). 
But most of the time, I don't hurt people with them. Help the doctor to not 
make the same mistake with other people. He's been your cheif "pain giver" 
for me for months.
    I didn't expect the surgey to cure me but I also didn't expect that it 
would cripple me. It has and the good doctor is one of those people who 
thinks he's perfect. Give me guidance and please don't give me a stroke when 
I tell him off next time I see him, although lately, dying from a stroke has 
been more appealing to me than the life I'm suffering through. That's , 
actually, the reason I've started praying.
But you know that.