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**************     Conyers Apparitions     **************
 Journal of Reported Teachings and Messages of Our Lord
     and Our Loving Mother at Conyers, Georgia, USA
        Compiled by Our Loving Mother's Children,
            P.O. Box 309, Conyers, GA. 30012
                    www.conyers.org
           Internet Email Edition - March 1998
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                        REPARATION

        The Prayer of the Angel of Peace at Fatima


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                          Notes:

    If you can access the Conyers Web site at
   "www.conyers.org" you will find a more colorful
    presentation of this Conyers Journal including
    color photographs and links to additional information
    on the weeping and bleeding statue of Jesus in
    Cochabamba, Bolivia that the local Archbishop has
    declared worthy of veneration by the faithful.

    The pictures of the weeping and bleeding statue
    are included in this Journal to help the reader
    visualize the sorrow expressed by the Blessed
    Mother and Jesus in the first two messages below.

    At the Conyers Web site you can also read and
    print this Journal in its original 4 page printed
    format by selecting the Adobe Acrobat "pdf"
    version of the Journal.

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       "MY SORROW IS DEEP WITHIN AT THE INGRATITUDE
               OF MY CHILDREN EVERYWHERE."

               Blessed Mother - June 3, 1997

     In Krakow, Poland, Nancy and her friends visited a
famous church dedicated to the Blessed Mother.  When she
walked into a small chapel that had the exposition of the
Blessed Sacrament, Nancy saw rays of mystical light
streaming forth from the monstrance containing the Holy
Eucharist.
     The hidden visionary heard his name and Nancy's name
being called by the Blessed Mother who then appeared
dressed like Our Lady of Czestochowa.  Tears welled up in
our Lady's eyes and then something unusual happened.  A
tear came out of her eye, then it gently went back into
her eye.  Nancy and the hidden visionary had never seen
this happen before.  Usually the tears stream down the
Blessed Mother's face but this time it was different.
     Nancy was wondering about this when the Blessed
Mother said, "It is a sign of my sorrow."
     Nancy asked, "But why did your tear go back into your
eye?"
     The Blessed Mother replied, "Because my sorrow is
deep within at the ingratitude of my children everywhere.
As I was struck (the image of our Lady of Chestochowa has
two slashes on the right side of her face) so my Son is
struck by the numerous sins of my children."
     The Blessed Mother looked about with eyes full of
mercy.  She seemed to take in the petitions of the hearts
of all who were present adoring her Son in the Eucharist.


    "I AM PLEADING WITH MY FATHER FOR THE WHOLE WORLD.
             THE SINS OF MAN CAUSE ME TO WEEP"

                   Jesus - April 14, 1991

     Jesus said to Nancy, "You are not comfortable.
Please sit in the chair." [Nancy was kneeling.]
     "My daughter is not comfortable sitting before Me
here." [Nancy was feeling uncomfortable sitting while
Jesus was appearing.  She wanted to kneel.]
     Jesus said to George through Nancy, "Tell her she
sits before Me before the Tabernacle, George."
     George said, "You do sit before Him at the Tabernacle
but He is so alive here it probably affects you."
     Nancy said, "He is."
     Jesus said, "Thank you."
     "You are really alive," said Nancy to Jesus.
     "I could tease you about that statement.  It is
taking you a little while to wake up."
     Nancy said, "You are wonderful, Jesus.  Praise You.
Praise the Holy Trinity."
     Nancy continued, "He is moving His lips and talking
and sometimes His lips are moving and no sound is coming
out."
     George said, "Maybe He is praying."
     Jesus said through Nancy, "Always praying, George,
always."
     Nancy said, "I am not worthy.  He is still praying.
His lips are moving but nothing is coming out."
     George said, "He is constantly praying to the Father
for us."
     Nancy said, "He is crying and the tears are falling
on His shoulder.  You are so gentle.  Please, don't cry.
I love You so much."
     Nancy began to cry.
     Jesus said, "Your tears took away My tears.  Oh, My
precious daughter loves Me."
     Nancy said, "I'm so much in love with You and I want
to be more in love with You.  He is crying again.  The
tears are hitting His shoulder.  You said my tears dried
Your tears."
     "I am pleading with My Father for the whole world.
The sins of Man cause Me to weep."


  "PLEASE ALWAYS THINK OF ME WHEN YOU PRAY THIS PRAYER."
               [the Angel of Peace Prayer]

                   Jesus - April 16, 1991

     Nancy and George were praying the Chaplet of Divine
Mercy.  The light came over the crucifix and Jesus said,
"My precious daughter, please always think of Me when you
pray this prayer.  Did I not die for you?"
     Nancy had started the prayer, "Eternal Father I offer
you..."
     And Jesus said, "Now say it slowly."
     Nancy said, "Eternal Father, I offer You the Body,
Blood, Soul and Divinity of Jesus Christ present in all
the Tabernacles of the world in reparation for my sins and
the sins of the whole world."  She questioned why she
unintentionally had just combined some of the words from
the Angel of Peace prayer with the similar Divine Mercy
Chaplet prayer that she had been praying.  Nancy said,
"After saying the prayer this way, why did I say the
prayer that way?  Now I can't remember the original."
     George said, "When Jesus is in the Tabernacle He is
always praying for us and offering atonement.  He is
silently waiting for us, offering Himself for us."
     "George, you are correct," Jesus said through Nancy.
"Think about the words you are saying in the prayer.
     "Precious daughter, I don't want you just to recite
prayers.  Know what you are saying and say it from your
heart.
     "Teach My children about My presence in the
Tabernacle."  Jesus  often speaks to Nancy as she is
praying before the Tabernacle.  Occasionally she sees rays
of light come from the Tabernacle.
     "In order to teach My children this prayer, you must
understand this prayer fully.  Remember, it is My request
that this prayer be echoed all over the world."  [Jesus
was referring to the Angel of Peace Prayer from Fatima.]
     "You will teach Sunday about this prayer.  George,
she wants to get through My commandments and I keep
postponing it."  [Jesus had been giving Nancy teachings on
the Commandments to present on the Holy Hill each week to
the Sunday Prayer Group.  Jesus had inserted this teaching
in the middle of the teachings on the Commandments.]
     Nancy said, "He knows everything."
     Jesus said, "You will be finished teaching when you
put your head on a pillow and draw your last breath."
     George said, "The Angel's prayer is very important -
reparation for the sacrileges, outrages and indifference."
     Jesus said, "Help her understand these words.  Help
her understand atonement and reparation.  Teach My
children the importance of this prayer."
     Nancy said, "The Mass is a sacrifice but I see the
resurrected Jesus."
     Nancy and George had been talking about the Mass.
     Jesus said, "I offer Myself to the Father for you and
all mankind.
     "I resurrect in you and George and everyone who
partakes in My Body and Blood."
     Nancy said, "I don't understand."
     Jesus said, "I am the resurrection.  If you partake
of My Body and Blood, you partake of My resurrection."
     Nancy said, "I feel I should be kneeling."  A little
earlier Nancy had said she felt she should be kneeling and
Jesus had given her permission to sit.
     George said, "Maybe you should be kneeling."
     Jesus said, "Now, George, I just gave her permission
to sit.  Her knees are hurting her."
     "Tell George I said I want him to teach you more
about the Holy Mass.  Sort of like I am the supervisor and
you are the worker."
     George said, "I'm going to need a lot of supervision."
     Jesus said, "And what gift did I give you?"
     George said, "It is a great gift [the Holy Spirit],
but sometimes I feel like I have all thumbs."


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    *             ANGEL OF PEACE PRAYER            *
    *                  from Fatima                 *
    *                                              *
    *  Most Holy Trinity - Father, Son and Holy    *
    *  Spirit - I adore Thee profoundly. I offer   *
    *  Thee the most precious Body, Blood, Soul    *
    *  and Divinity of Jesus Christ, present in    *
    *  all the tabernacles of the world, in        *
    *  reparation for the outrages, sacrileges     *
    *  and indifferences whereby He is offended.   *
    *  And through the infinite merits of His      *
    *  Most Sacred Heart and the Immaculate Heart  *
    *  of Mary, I beg of Thee the conversion of    *
    *  poor sinners.                               *
    *                                              *
    *          "Let this prayer be echoed          *
    *              all over the world"             *
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    *      Blessed Mother - May 9 & 10, 1991       *
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     "LET ME HEAR THIS PRAYER ECHOED FROM YOUR HEARTS
                   ALL OVER THE WORLD."

                   Jesus - April 20, 1991

     While sitting at her desk in the prayer room, Nancy
began to write.  A series of thoughts came to her:
     "Oh, most Holy Trinity is the Father, the Son and the
Holy Spirit.  Is there anyone more important?  Come adore
Me.  Come praise Me. Come with repentant hearts.  Come
returning gifts to Me.  Where are you, My dear children?
How far you are wandering.  I await you in every
tabernacle of the world.  I offer you all My love, all
completely, totally.  To My Father, I offer Myself for
love of you.  Why do you stay away?  Do you not know Me?
Do you not know that I am in every tabernacle.  Come
before Me.  I will help you. I love you.  I will heal you.
See what gifts await you.  Do I not always give more than
I receive?  Bring yourself to Me.  I long for your
presence.  Will you not sacrifice yourself, your time,
your love for Me?"
     Jesus then said to Nancy, "Let Me hear this prayer
echoed from your hearts all over the world.
     "Your thoughts or Mine, Nancy?  Where do your
thoughts originate?  Now see if you can't hear Me in these
words."
     Nancy understood that the "prayer" to which Jesus was
referring to was one of the angel's prayers taught to the
three children at Fatima.


         "MY MASS, MY MASS, MY MASS IS IMPORTANT"

                  Jesus - February 4, 1992

     Nancy and a friend were reading from "Understanding
the Mass" by Rev. Maynard Vorodziej when Jesus said, "The
graces are not dependent upon an individual priest."  [On
page 44 of the book was a statement that the graces were
dependent on the Church.]  "I am the Head of My Church.
     "The graces are endless at the Mass.  The Mass is an
ongoing sacrifice.  There is one sacrifice that goes on
and on and on.  Place yourself at the foot of the Cross.
You are there at the Mass.  Enter into My sacrifice.  In
the Mass come to know Me, the resurrected Christ.
     "I am inviting you to come here and pray more.
Please tell My children each and every visit to the
Blessed Sacrament gives you abundant graces.  Only in
Heaven will you understand."  Nancy saw the Blessed Mother
appear again. [She had appeared several times during the
teaching.]  "You will never fully understand the Mass for
all eternity.
     "If the people will continue to respond, I will
extend My Mother's visits.  America needs her."  [Nancy
saw a big white light come down over the Blessed Mother.]
     "My Mass, My Mass, My Mass is important."
     The friend said, "The Mass gives me such peace."
     "I am the One that gives you peace and I am the One
present at the Mass."

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                 EUCHARISTIC REPARATION
           AND THE PRAYER OF THE ANGEL OF PEACE

     Of all prayers, the prayer chosen by God for the back
of the holy card in Conyers was the prayer of the Angel of
Peace at Fatima which requests reparation for the
"outrages, sacrileges and indifferences whereby He is
offended."  The Angel of Peace shows us the way to Peace.
     The angel gave the Fatima children this prayer when
he appeared to them and suspended the chalice and Host in
the air and prostrated himself on the ground in adoration
of the Eucharistic Jesus and repeated this prayer three
times and, then, he gave the children Holy Communion.
After Holy Communion, the Angel again prostrated himself
on the ground, repeated the prayer to the Holy Trinity
three times and then disappeared.  The children said they
experienced great peace during the angel's visit.

       "COME TO THE MEMORIAL OF MY SON'S PASSION."

     On May 13, 1994, when the Blessed Mother's regular
monthly messages at Conyers ended, she said, "Behold I
point you to the Eucharistic Jesus... Come, go before my
Son.  He is in the Blessed Sacrament.
     "Come to the memorial of my Son's passion."
     The Blessed Mother desires to bring us to her Son and
she  asks us to make reparation, especially Eucharistic
reparation. She knows that this is the way to peace.  She
knows the only true peace comes from her Son, Jesus.
     The Blessed Mother once gave a beautiful lesson on
adoration of the Holy Eucharist to a Spanish nun,
Venerable Mary of Agreda, in the 16th Century. This lesson
can be found in "City of God - Words of Wisdom," a book
containing many lessons from the Blessed Mother.  The
Blessed Mother has said to Nancy, "I desire that my
daughter read this book.  Read it from your heart.  I will
not make many demands.  Please read one or two pages a
night." [12/8/90]  The following words are drawn from
pages 377-381 of this book.  The Blessed Mother said:

        CHAPTER 11: ADORATION OF THE HOLY EUCHARIST.

     0 my daughter!  Would that the believers in the holy
Catholic faith opened their hardened and stony hearts in
order to attain to a true understanding of the sacred and
mysterious blessing of the holy Eucharist!  If they would
only detach themselves, root out and reject their earthly
inclinations, and, restraining their passions, apply
themselves with living faith to study by the divine light
their great happiness in thus possessing their eternal God
in the holy Sacrament and, in being able, by its reception
and constant intercourse, to participate in the full
effects of this heavenly manna!  If they would only
worthily esteem this precious gift, begin to taste its
sweetness, and share in the hidden power of their omnip-
otent God!  Then nothing would ever be wanting to them in
their exile.  In this, the happy age of the law of grace,
mortals have no reason to complain of their weakness and
their passions; since in this bread of heaven they have at
hand strength and health.  It matters not that they are
tempted and persecuted by the demon; for by receiving this
Sacrament frequently they are enabled to overcome him
gloriously.  The faithful are themselves to blame for all
their poverty and labors, since they pay no attention to
this divine mystery, nor avail themselves of the divine
powers, thus placed at their disposal by my most holy Son.
. . .
     I wish thee also to hear, my dearest daughter, from
my own mouth, what were my sentiments when in mortal life
I was about to receive holy Communion.  In order that thou
mayest better understand what I say, reflect on all I have
commanded thee to write about my gifts, merits and labors
in life.  I was preserved from original sin, and, at the
instant of my Conception, I received the knowledge and
vision of the Divinity, as thou hast often recorded.  I
knew more than all the saints; I surpassed the highest
seraphim in love; I never committed any fault; I
constantly practiced all the virtues in a heroic degree
and in the least of them I was greater than all the saints
in their highest perfection; the intention and object of
my actions were most exalted and my habits and gifts were
noble without measure; I imitated my most holy Son most
closely; I labored most faithfully; I suffered with
eagerness and co-operated with the doings of the Lord
exactly as was becoming to me; I ceased not to exercise my
love and gain new and supereminent merits of grace.  Yet I
thought myself to have been fully repaid by being allowed
to receive Him even once in the holy Eucharist; yea, I did
not consider myself worthy of this one favor.  Reflect
then what should be thy sentiments, and those of the rest
of the children of Adam, on being admitted to the
reception of this admirable Sacrament.  And if for the
greatest of saints one holy Communion is a superabundant
reward, what must the priests and the faithful think, when
they are allowed to receive it so frequently?  Open thy
eyes in the deep darkness and blindness which overwhelm
men around thee, and raise them up to the divine
brightness in order to understand these mysteries.  Look
upon all thy works as insufficient, all thy sufferings as
most insignificant, all thy thanksgiving as falling far
short of what thou owest for such an exquisite blessing as
that of possessing, in the holy Church, Christ my divine
Son, present in the holy Sacrament in order to enrich all
the faithful.  If thou hast not wherewith to show thy
thanks for this and the other blessings which thou
receivest, at least humiliate thyself to the dust and
remain prostrate upon it; confess thyself unworthy in all
the sincerity of thy heart.  Magnify the Most High, bless
and praise Him, preserving thyself at all times worthy to
receive Him and to suffer many martyrdoms in return for
such a favor.

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    *  "Yet I thought myself to have been fully    *
    *  repaid by being allowed  to receive Him     *
    *  even once in the holy Eucharist; yea, I     *
    *  did not consider myself worthy of this      *
    *  one favor."                                 *
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    *         Blessed Mother to Venerable          *
    *        Mary of Agreda in 16th Century        *
    *                                              *
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                      A REFLECTION:
             "ALWAYS CENTER ON MY EUCHARIST."

                 Jesus - September 20, 1994

     The cross, the Sacrifice of the Mass and reparation
are all one in Jesus - a living sacrifice of love.
     Once when Nancy was preparing to give a talk, she
asked Jesus what should be the focus of the talk.  Jesus
told her, "Always center on My Eucharist." [9/20/94]
     Pope John Paul II has written in his apostolic letter
"Dominical Canae":  "the Eucharist above all else is a
sacrifice of love."  If we center on Jesus in the
Eucharist, we center on His sacrifice, the living
sacrifice of love that is Jesus.  Our ultimate goal in
life should be to be in union with Jesus.
     If we center on Jesus, the living sacrifice of love,
will we not want to return love to Him through our
sacrifices and reparation?  Will we not want to do as He
asked, "Do this in remembrance of Me,"?

     The fruits of Jesus' and our sacrifices are:

  *  The Bread of Life - Jesus' Body and Blood, His
     divinity, His soul, His whole self - was sacrificed
     in love to give us His love as our spiritual food.

  *  True Peace - As we feed on this food, His Body and
     Blood, we grow in His self sacrificing love.  As
     Jesus grows in us, we too become more and more a
     living sacrifice of love.  Thus, Jesus can feed
     others with our sacrificial love and this brings
     peace.  For example, we can turn personal attacks
     that we may experience in life into peace in the
     same way as  Saint Philip Benezi demonstrated in
     the conversion of Saint Peregrine. [Please see the
     December '97 and January '98 Conyers Journals.]

       THE IMPORTANCE OF THE ANGEL OF PEACE PRAYER

     Jesus has told Nancy, "I await you in every
tabernacle of the world.  I offer you all My love, all
completely, totally.  To My Father, I offer Myself for
love of you. ... Come before Me.  I will help you. I love
you.  I will heal you.  See what gifts await you.  Do I
not always give more than I receive?  Bring yourself to
Me.  I long for your presence.  Will you not sacrifice
yourself, your time, your love for Me?"  Jesus then said
to Nancy concerning the Angel of Peace prayer, "Let Me
hear this prayer echoed from your hearts all over the
world." [4/20/91]
     When we say the Angel of Peace Prayer for reparation
and conversion, it leads to peace.  When we make
reparation, we come closer to Jesus, Who is Peace.  When
we pray for the conversion of sinners and for our enemies
who can take away our peace, we pray in hope that they
will be converted so that peace is preserved or restored.
When we live the Angel of Peace Prayer by adoring the
Eucharistic Jesus, entering into Jesus' sacrifice in the
Mass and feeding on Him in Holy Communion, Jesus can heal
us and lead us to peace.

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               City of God - Words of Wisdom

     Excerpts from the book "City of God - Words of
Wisdom" have been published in this and previous Conyers
Journals.  This 577 page book was published by the
Apostolate of Christian Action in California but today it
is difficult to locate copies of this edition.  Therefore,
so that these lessons from the Blessed Mother continue to
be available, an authorized, soft cover reprint of the
book in English can be obtained from Our Loving Mother's
Children for $15 including shipping and handling.  Please
send orders to: OLMC, P.O. Box 82000, Conyers, Georgia
30013.

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