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Article #1854SG: Adam Douglas: You Can't Go Home Again (Part 1)
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Date: Mon, 12 Sep 1994 23:42
Date: Mon, 12 Sep 1994 23:42
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FROM THE FILES OF TEAM M.E.C.H.A.
ADAM DOUGLAS: YOU CAN'T GO HOME AGAIN (PART 1)
By Robotech_Master, aka Chris Meadows
"I don't believe it. How could they have broken up? After
all we went through..." Adam Douglas was holding a copy of
SUPERGUY DIGEST magazine, which he'd picked up from the shelf he
was standing in front of in the grocery store. On the cover were
emblazoned the words "Team M.E.C.H.A. Breaks Up!!!" Glancing at
the article, Adam sighed. "Something else for me to have on my
conscience. Just great."
Adam put the magazine back on the shelf and left the store.
It wasn't like it meant anything. They probably would have
broken up anyway even if he hadn't left. And if he'd stayed
around, things would have been a whole LOT worse. "Yeah, and if
I tell myself that enough times, I just might manage to believe
it."
Adam was in Sikeston, a small town in southeast Missouri,
after a couple of weeks of working his way west. He wasn't sure
why he was going west, instead of north or south, but something
inside seemed to want to come this way. He'd done odd jobs to
earn the money to get him this far, and was currently employed at
a blueberry farm just outside of town. It was the kind of place
where people could come and pick and take home all the berries
they wanted at a few dollars a gallon, then, after the picking
season was over, migrant workers came through and picked all the
rest.
It wasn't a bad job, actually. Adam had been there for three
days and had improved his picking speed immensely. Add to that
the fact that he could eat as many berries as he wanted, and it
turned out to be a pretty good opportunity. But the farm was
almost all picked out--pretty soon, Adam Douglas would have to be
moving on again.
Adam stood in front of the bush and picked the berries,
taking a cluster of the round, marble-sized fruit in his hand and
gently rolling it until the berries came loose and fell with a
dull thumping sound into the plastic bag in the bucket he was
holding beneath them. Adam once again marvelled at their size--
when he'd eaten blueberry pie in the cafeteria of the Garrett
Falls high school, the berries had been about the size of BBs.
They were a different kind of blueberry, Adam had heard; the
smaller ones were easier to machine-process, but this kind had to
be picked by hand.
As Adam picked, he heard a rustling sound in the blueberry
bushes nearby. He looked down, and was somewhat surprised to
notice a grey and white, furry head poking out. "Huh? Oh." He
reached down to pet the dog on its head. "Well, where'd you come
from?" he asked rhetorically.
"I come from Nature herself," the large white dog said,
stepping out into the aisle between two rows of bushes and
sitting down. "How about you?"
"Bwa?" Adam gasped, falling backward and landing on his
posterior on the ground. "What--you talk?"
"I speak the language of many things," the large white dog
said. "Including humans, yes."
"What--who are you?"
"I am Dog," the dog said. "That is both who and what I am."
Dog scratched behind his left ear with his left hindpaw. He
looked like a Great Pyrenees, Adam thought with part of his mind,
while most of it reeled crazily. "And you are Adam Douglas."
"How do you know my name?" Adam asked.
"When you are one with Nature, many things become clear," Dog
said. Then he laughed, a funny, barking kind of laugh. "But
enough of that mystic wisdom BS. I can't let myself get too
serious or I come off like Mr. Miyagi. Hey, what's the matter
with you? You act like you've never seen a talking dog before."
"I...um...haven't..." Adam said.
"'A dog is a dog, of course, of course.' Nope, doesn't fit.
Ah, well." Dog stood up and walked over to Adam, sitting down a
little closer.
A few things were beginning to percolate through Adam's
partially paralyzed brain. "You--you're magic, aren't you?"
"I wouldn't put so fine a point on it, but, in a word, yes."
Adam scrambled to his feet and backed away. "Then stay back.
I don't want anything to do with magic. Not after what--" He
trailed off.
"After what you did?" Dog cocked his head at him. "My boy,
you're the reason I'm here."
"I don't--" Adam said, taking another step back. Then his
eyes met Dog's, and something in those canine eyes compelled him
to stop, to come back to where Dog was and sit down.
"There. I hate having to do that, but I can't let you get
away before I've said what I came here to tell you." Dog sat on
his haunches in front of Adam and looked him in the eye. "Not
too long ago, there was a great disturbance to the balance of
Nature, known as the Industrial Revolution."
"I know. I was there," Adam muttered.
"And you regret it." Though it was phrased as a statement,
Dog's eyes added a silent interrogative.
"Yes."
"Why?"
"Because I nearly killed a man!" Adam replied angrily. "And
I shot up one of my friends really badly. And it wasn't even for
a worthy cause! It's real easy now to look in the mirror and not
like the man I see."
"Listen to me," Dog said. "You did the wrong thing, it is
true. But you were doing what you thought was right at the
time--at least you meant well."
"Hah. Hitler 'meant well' too, and look what he did."
"Now is not the time to wallow in self-pity," Dog said. "You
have to put all that behind you. You must learn to accept who
you are, what is inside of you, in order to--"
Somewhere across the field, someone yelled, "Hey, what's that
dog doing in there?!"
Dog looked exasperated. "Damn." He glanced at the bushes,
then looked back at Adam. "Think on what I've said. I have to
go, but I'll be around." Dog leaped to his feet and ran back
into the bushes. Adam jumped up and followed, but when he pushed
aside the bushes to look into the next aisle, Dog had vanished.
A few hours later, Adam was riding west in the back of a farm
truck, along with about seven or eight other workers. They were
going that way anyway, they said--what was one more person?
Besides, he'd managed to make a few friends among them, even with
his only mediocre grasp of Spanish.
No one was saying anything, because the sounds of the motor
and the wind rushing past made conversation difficult. They each
were left alone with their thoughts. Adam was thinking about the
Revolution, but he was also thinking about the strange experience
he'd had earlier that day. Who or what was Dog? Had it all been
an hallucination? And what had he meant? Adam could understand
the "doing what you thought was right" part, but what about
"accept what is inside of you"? How did what was inside of him,
whatever it might have been, have any bearing on the situation?
After a while, Adam realized that this kind of thinking was
only sending him around in circles. He had to think about
something else. He was nearing the portion of southwestern
Missouri where the M.E.C.H.A. HQ was located. He didn't doubt
that he could let himself into it without being detected. But
what would he do then? Take a Cyclone or something? No...he
couldn't do that. It would be going against the promise he had
made to himself--that he'd take no weapons, so that he couldn't
hurt anyone again.
There really didn't seem to be much of a point in going
there, anyway. Sarah was across the Atlantic Ocean in Terrania,
preparing for her sister's Royal Wedding. True, he had a comlink
and she probably did, too...if he wanted to speak to her, all he
had to do was take it out and turn it on, it was as simple as
that. And yet it was infinitely more complicated. He didn't
want to say anything to her until he could say it in person. And
he still wasn't sure exactly what he would say, anyway.
Perhaps it would simply be best to keep going, drive right on
past TMHQ and not look back. But on second thought...
Adam Douglas stood at the edge of the forest by a small
county road, about twelve miles away from Cassville, Missouri.
It was so familar that it was like coming home--but Adam knew he
couldn't stay. He couldn't even afford to be seen by anyone
here, lest it lead to complications. He wasn't ready to come
back yet, but he had to come back anyway.
He had come to the conclusion that he couldn't continue
working his way across the country like this. Even though Adam
Douglas was an expert hitchhiker, it wasn't getting him where he
was going very fast (wherever that was). However, he knew that
in the M.E.C.H.A. headquarters were stored a dozen or so non-
mecha motorcycles and other vehicles, constructed by the CAD/CAM
systems for use as normal transportation. Even though he
wouldn't take a Cyclone, he could certainly use one of them.
And so Adam Douglas moved stealthily through the undergrowth,
avoiding the places where he knew IR sensors and hidden cameras
were set up, heading for the hidden entry to the Team M.E.C.H.A.
former headquarters. The door was just over that rise...
Lincoln Douglas sat in the control chair in the TMHQ command
center, sipping a cola and eating a BLT sandwich he'd put
together. Work on the nanites was progressing slowly. It was to
the point where only Dr. Science could really understand what was
going on. Lincoln had kind of a working knowledge, but the
really complicated stuff he left up to the good doctor.
Link sighed. It just wasn't really the same since they'd
broken up. He was bored. Even if he wanted to go solo, there
wasn't really any crime to fight around Cassville. Come to think
of it, the only crimes they'd ever really fought (besides the
takeover of their own base) had happened elsewhere. It wasn't
like there was much of a point to heroing in rural southwest
Missouri.
Finishing the BLT, Lincoln pushed the chair back and got up.
"Well, as official caretaker of this base, I guess I might as
well make another inspection tour..." Other than help Dr.
Science with his technological innovations, inspection tours were
just about all he did now. He was getting to know TMHQ better
than anyone, and it kind of helped him accept it all to assert
his authority (even if the only thing he had to assert it over
was the base itself).
If being in charge felt this good, Link reflected, he was
almost sorry he'd chosen to forego team leadership when Mike had
offered it to him. No, on second thought, he wasn't sorry. The
rest of the team had been primed to go their separate ways
anyway, and at most he would just have held some of them a little
longer against their will. The schism had been destined, ever
since Adam had jumped out of the M.E.C.H.A. jet.
Adam. Adam Douglas, Lincoln's brother. Where was he now?
And did Lincoln still blame him for what he'd done in the heat of
battle? Link didn't know the answer to either of those
questions. It was kind of hard to continue to hate one's own
brother, especially when all the damage he'd done had since been
undone. Except for the breakup of the team, of course, and that
wasn't really his fault. More like everybody's.
Link still wasn't sure what he'd do if he saw Adam again.
Would they talk? Or would he try to punch Adam's lights out? It
was so hard to say. Rather than dwell on it any longer, Mike
tried to bring his mind back to concerns about Team M.E.C.H.A.
headquarters.
"We ought to get a Xolchiportation station," Lincoln said
aloud. "I'll have to remember to drop the ALU some email about
it. After all, when Team M.E.C.H.A. gets back together, we'll
probably need easy access to the rest of the country, right?" He
threw away his trash, then turned toward the door. As he left,
he barely missed seeing a shadowy figure slip in front of one of
the new hidden cameras he'd installed over the last week.
Lifting the cover on the keypad by the main entrance door,
Adam slid the cardkey into the slot. It wasn't actually his
cardkey--he figured they would have changed the passcodes by now,
and regardless, he didn't want to set off any alarms--it was one
of Dr. Odd Science's. Adam had found it lying on the floor one
day and kept it. Odd was so absent-minded that he was always
losing things like that anyway. He surely wouldn't notice the
loss.
Keeping close to the wall, Adam moved down the corridor. The
elevator would be right down here, and then the vehicle bay
wasn't far at all. Adam wasn't really worried about the security
cameras...there probably wasn't anyone stationed in the control
room right now anyway.
Moments later, Adam stopped in front of the door to his room
for a moment, placed his hand on the "open" button. He could
step inside, into the room that had been his back when he'd been
a member of the Team. It would be just as he'd left it that day
when he'd left for Terrania to pick Sarah up. The bed unmade,
various gun magazines scattered across the floor or stacked by
the desk...For a moment, he wondered if the light would still be
on. That would be quite an electric bill...
No...he couldn't go in. It was tempting, but it was wrong.
He couldn't let himself have any connection with his past until
he'd earned that right back. He could only be a visitor here
now...nothing more. He removed his hand from the door panel and
went on.
It only took a few minutes to get to the vehicle bay and
select his vehicle. It was a large touring bike, built along the
lines of a Harley Davidson, with panniers large enough to carry a
good supply of gas. The license plate, Adam noticed with some
satisfaction, read ADAM-01. "Yeah, this baby was made with me in
mind." It probably had been, too...Mike had made a point of
designing standard vehicles suited to each of them just in case
they needed to go somewhere but weren't on a mission that would
require mecha. (Not that this had stopped Sarah Conner from
taking her Cyclone with her whenever she went shopping...)
Now all Adam needed to do was load it up and get moving.
As the bike rolled off of the dirt track and onto the county
road, Adam turned back for just a moment to look at the place
he'd left. He said nothing, but nodded to himself in a private
pledge that someday soon he would return.
And somewhere in the distance, a dog barked and howled.
WHO IS DOG?
WHAT IS DOG?
WHAT UP, DOG?
WILL ADAM EVER REDEEM HIMSELF?
(LET'S HOPE SO...I'M GETTING TIRED OF WRITING THESE PIECES)
SOME OF THIS AND MORE, COMING UP SOON, ONLY ON
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