🚀 go-pugleaf

> Don't try to lecture me about
> something you seem to know nothing about.

I have worked in black society for most of my life in one form or another.
My last job being a Police Officer in a major, and 80% black, city.  Most
of, if not all, of my partners were black.  I was one of only 4 white
students (only 2 white males) in the police academy out of 64 students. The
city I worked in was reverse prejudiced to the extreme, and passed over
white male officers to dip far down on the eligibility list to choose black
males and black females for promotion to Sergeant and other ranks.  This was
all done in the name of affirmative action, and was basically a sort of "get
even with the white man" mentality.  It was a very depressing and
discouraging enviornment to work in.

I remember how I felt when I first became a Police Officer, all excited to
do something good for the community, and help people, and I knew that most
of the people I would be helping would be black, and that was fine with me.
I was not prejudiced and felt that people were people, and that we were all
basically the same. This changed, however, as the years went on and I
discovered some of the differences in the way black people and white people
(in general) think and see things. And I found it very disturbing to find
that many black people disliked me intensly just because I was white, and
because I was a Police Officer. I understood after a while that black
society, their values, goals and viewpoints, seemed to be going off in a
direction all by itself, totally different to the values that I was raised
with in the suburbs. I met some black people that shared some of my
viewpoints on some things, and ended up feeling badly for them because they
had to live in such a terrible enviornment, but they were few and far
between. I couldn't get over HOW MANY black people, seemingly intelligent
black people, had the "conspiracy theory" about how white people are always
"setting up" the black man, and how white people are out to get the black
man by hook or by crook.

After seeing several of my partners, white and black officers, get killed in
the line of duty, protecting some dirty, filthy ghetto neighborhood, where
they didn't want us anyway, I decided I'd had enough and retired early. I
remember going to a high school on an investigation one day, and looking at
a hand painted mural that covered the entire wall as you entered the school,
seen by all coming to the school. It depicted the city on fire, white Police
Officers beating black men who were in chains like slaves, black arms
outstreched upward holding AK-47 assault rifles (Russian made by the way)
and fists of black power. The feeling I got was that the blacks hate white
people, from very deep within.  I realized, at that point, I had no business
in this city.   It was black, governed by blacks, for blacks, and they
didn't want nor need me, a white man, in their city.

I do NOT dislike black people just because they have black skin. People
can't help the way they were born. I have many black people I would call
friends, and have trusted some of them with my life, and they trusted me
with theirs as well. But I can't help feeling they are different in their
way of thinking, and what they think society should be. AND that their way
of living is totally different from mainstream America.   For most of them
crime, drugs, prostitution, violence, is just a way of life, and if they
"catch a case", well that's just a normal part of life in the big city.  I
wish there was something I could do.  I tried for 18 years, but you can't
change a person or society for that matter, that feels it's right, and that
the only reason white people can't see they're right is because they're
black. On top of that, they want to force their way of life on US through
their political power, music, dress, and through the power of the TV and the
liberals who control the media.  I truly WISH, with all my heart, that these
un-informed white people with these liberal and pro-black views, would just
go and LIVE in a black city or neighborhood for a while and SEE FIRST-HAND
what it's like. See for themselves how these people live and behave, BEFORE
they try to FORCE their way of life down our throats, and try to make us
white people feel some sort of guilt for trying to preserve our dying way of
life.

These people, however, live in some affluent neighborhood, far removed and
sheltered from the inner-city. They think because they take the freeway
through the city every morning, that they are somehow HIP, and know the
city. I'd like to see them drive off and take some of the inner-city streets
to get to their jobs, and better yet, have their car break down, and see how
long they last. The predators will be on them in a matter of minutes, and
the'll become another statistic in "screaming numbers".

I'm glad I'm out of there.  I go back and drive around every now and then,
just to remind me how nice it is to live in the suburbs... but the blacks
are moving here to. They work in all the fast food restruants, and give the
worst, most impolite service you can imagine, JUST LIKE THE CITY.  I wish I
knew a place in this country where they don't go, so I can move there.  If
not, I've decided to move out of this country eventually.  I don't want to
be an American when our young white people, and especially the white girls,
think of the late Tupac Shakur as some sort of folk hero.

And I won't put my life on the line anymore to support these values.  Let
them find another sucker.

Sorry for going on and on, and I am not such a good writer, but I hope you
get my point.