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That there is a sexual component attached by this people to amputation
should be clear. IN this case amputation of limbs as opposed to
sexual. In very basic terms it is linked to the same processing cycles
as food and sex, where meaning goes from sexual pleasure into
nourishing as sexual pleasure does have a cap, intensity (tradeoff
with time) while the drive to reproduce is continuous (a necessity in
rational species). Once the cap of sexual pleasure is reached, next
pleasure is nourishment: schizophrenic brains where processing loses
differentiation will _extend_ sexuality into nourishment, in more than
one way, of course, though in the case of amputation of limbs it is
further supported by the immediate idea (bucket recognition
triggering) of cannibalism as a form of nourishment. That in primitive
conditions some of these separated limbs would be diseased acted like
a brake to widespread disabling cannibalism of limbs. Humans dont cut
limbs to eat as a natural reaction of life, yet SOME humans will
engage in that practice, actually in BOTH practices, as there would be
some survival advantage to it encoded in the human genetics, without
turning it into a necessity of the life cycle of individuals. These
would be impulses that humans, both personally and socially, have to
combat as expression of sane rationalities controlling more primitive
rationalities and brains.

Note also that the phenomenon of excuse is ALSO an offshoot of
rationality in primitive rational animal minds. A normal rational mind
has some REASON to act; defective rationalities (stupidity,
schizophrenia, childhood) will have an excuse! Excuse is like shallow
psychosis in that it doesnt take into account the deep outer world
semantics of actions, all that matters is that in processing terms one
fact trigger the next fact or deduction, that the inner perception
(consciousness) of connecting some perception and making it the
premise to another perception take effect. Schizophrenic minds will be
conscious of such chains of thought and will consider them satisfying.
ANY excuse will be good enough to _satisfy_ the rational inferencing
engine while it is more basic aspects of animality (reptilian) that
are in effect controlling and directing the expression of pulsions in
the life of the schizophrenic individual...

It is ironic that the amputation of two arms would turn a human body
into something similar to a water, swimming body. It may trigger
atavic recognition of aquatic forms present during the evolution of
Man in the margin between water and land. The association between sex
and food and life is strengthened even if in perverse ways. It is
obvious that normality as expressed as the practice of most humans
does NOT include amputations, that act having to be recognized as a
for of psychotic schizophrenia. That it IS a possibility that minds
will at some point produce as imaginery acquires a new meaning in the
presence of telepathy as the imagination, which cannot be totally
controlled, can turn into the unncessary program of diverse forms of
schizophrenic minds, from those engaged in qurainism (even as a way to
pretend psychosis for very rational purposes) down to puppet minds...

[Shark in the news cover? I did think of the effect of human evolution
in beaches producing a partition between small, difficult to fish
fishes and bigger fish also difficult to fish, as success in the near
human population s fishing practices depleted medium size fishes from
it s original environments. As archeological evidence it would show in
missing medium species near human evolving species, both fish and
crustaceans (which incidentally would be the link between insectile
nourishment and beach feeding once the primate species was driven to
water boy environments.)]

It surprises me that I didnt noticed right away. The night the
University Lu is was kidnapped and I saw him running with the thieves,
it was the strap of the backpack laptop what gave me the clue and
still fresh in my memory. BUt the Lu is that remained ALSO had a
laptop! Two laptops then. ANd I have to assume it was named: Danilo
Bonsignore. Both maybe. When I published the word version of Alive and
Human, though, it had as author name Lexel! MY computer was intruded!
I think it happened one night when he was loading a program in my
apartment, or maybe he got in and copied the file. The original file
was in a damaged hard drive from the black computer, stolen by
Ledezma; the hard drive was left alone as far as I know... though
maybe those marshalls who went to **investigate** and further robbed
my Game Boy changed the drives and I didnt think about it til now...
The Alive and Human version was an old printout, it was scanned and
corrected. I think that particular laptop was later left by him in a
pawn shop and recovered with the music workshop s amplifier, My
amplifier, actually. which he got without telling me after he just
dissappeared altogether from the workshop. Which Lu is? Maybe the
third twin... some would call him Luison. Luison mocked decorating the
workshop, he had better plans...

Fabrizio J Bonsignore now Danilo J Bonsignore