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I lived with my mother, my aunt and my grandmother, and because of the
Sterens algorithm _somebody_ considered them as wives, which is the
arcane argument ept as secret. Hence several pressures, but they keep
committing the same mistake, to assume I am schizophrenic, so I dont
conform. Now I dont know who is getting *my* messages and then
impersonating me. I just got a lead from a five years old girl using
her cell phone! That message would be for me but I cant hear it. One
of these pressures has been to try to engage me with homosexuals,
BECAUSE I lived with my mother. Distance was not enough to place me in
the 1-3 pattern of life, but it is people who only think up to four
and then decide based on one number only. Schizophrenic homosexuality
in edipic couples has its origin in a pattern that can be described as
*(he/she). The star as in regular expressions is the original sense of
self. This sense of self is transferred to the schizofrenics as a self
reference meaning. o we have:

P
*  ----/ X
|
v
S ----/ X

P has some feeling for X, S gets the same feeling the moment the sense
of self * is transmitted and made own by S. So it is a woman thinking
(desire for X)... X desires another X(man) and turns homosexual! What
schizophrenic S feels is (desire for X), he substitutes itself for the
original feeling self, then generalizes. Some chizophrenics would only
feel the desire element in the message, other would feel the full
whole message including the particular object of desire. The same goes
for schizophrenic lesbianism, it is a man feeling desire for woman,
the schizophrenic woman _lives_ desire for woman, turns lesbian. This
form of schizophrenia may have nothing to do with verbal
schizophrenia, so it wouldnt show up. If the boy looks like the father
but the father is missing, the pattern forms and the boy turns
homosexual: mommy s son. This intuitive knowledge would be in the base
for the Sterens algorithm, the mother is left with not her son, then
there is no attraction for the biy as he doesnt look like the father,
one incest is avoided. The other party can only suspect an incest, so
it is assumed and then forced. This assumption would also be
transmitted and sometimes enacted. I think schizophrenic psychiatrists
will assume they are telepathic too! They would commit a lot of
mistakes, though if they are not. So the cliche and prejudice forms:
boy living with mother, edipic relationship, take measures... So that
common wisdom would say also, mother s boy, dont let him have girls!

This last group can be easily found: the woman gives the impression of
a dinosauric reptile, the girls look like mice, the other woman like a
fat pidgeon. The encounter was marked by an accident and a man run
over by a car, though I was in the other block when it happened. I
have the impression that other woman would be one mother of onw Lu is
Bis train, at some point Lu is was described as a high chested dove.

Now I can see that the two Var gas thieves found me through telepathy.
One of them is a telepath, the other schizophrenic. One was bouncing
the signal on me, the other one was directing the couple to my place.
I couldnt hear them, didnt even suspect them til I arrived without
them hearing me and overheard them planning how to poison my cats. Oe
of them was a walkie talkie, I guess the tall one wa the walkie talkie
and the shorter one the telepath. Maybe this happened when I found
that job in 1998. they had two years to find me. Lu is would be
hearing some of their messages in 2001! So they would be linked in the
conspiracy ( a group of people planning some act you dont know about
but that affects you personally) to disintegrate my works. Maybe that
was the meaning of the **you are very clever** comment: it was one Var
telling the other one, he just repeated. But then I didnt have so much
experience with schizophrenics....

I need somebody help me find this people.

Fabrizio J Bonsignore now Danilo J Bonsignore