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It is the friend of policeman McEnroy who knows what happened to my
hard drive for sure, though all of them look alike and that man may
have had a jaw surgery. They are responsible for whatever happened to
all people I didnt describe, for the last, four, seven, ten, 14, 17,
20 years....

Lu is was pure shit. Just realized he had been in that shelter, the
lowest were non dangerous crazies are stored. This means I made sense
of more than one gesture of mockery he used while we were acquainted:
he was imitating the mad people there. So it is again my same problem
that I was not schizophrenic but lots of people were thinking me. He
was getting messages! Through me and I was attractting real wackos.
Whether somebody was tuned to my visual system to me is opaque. But he
and maybe one of the Belindas was very aware of those messages I didnt
get. So that is why I was confused with Lu is Bi strain, here and
there: some of them didnt even know my name! But they **heard** it was
Lu is, so they would be absolutely sure at calling me that way. It is
the 72 secret names of god, the god-man, god-in-the-making, is called
different ways but he doesnt know those names nor their contexts. They
didnt lie, they were just ill informed while we were managed and then
they ill informed others on good faith. Then they were sent away. It
is what I called side effects, though by now few people would remember
it. If Y happens when X, then making Y happen gives X as granted,
**proving** Y happened. If this happens to THEM then HE is one of
THEM. False! The Y is side effects, effects of a false cause proving a
false cause: the real cause is totally hidden as well as the real
effects. If there were many and they were sent away after being with
me, THEN I am assumed to be... whatever they assume you are when THAT
happens. It is those who assume who are the real actors. Many
relationships? Then Muslim. But all they have to do is change them for
similar people! To the observer you are it, but you are in a single,
continuous reality. Only one relationship? Then you are Catholic, BUt
it is them who rule their lives by diverting possible relationships.
And so on and on. Lu is had it planned to the point that he had been
in those places. And I am expected to do the same... or maybe not!
Because I find no hold even to find people already in my life.

Greeks didnt have a religion. They considered the Gods as celebrities,
leaving among them and acting like epithomes of human behaviours, even
models of personal behaviour, and this seems to have been the normal
occurrence in all human societies til the invention of religion.
Dangerous schizophrenics would be turned into Heroes, or at most
Demigods. Totally psychothic schizophrenics were turned into monsters,
through metaphor but also through as yet not understood biological and
chemical phenomena. It prompted Greek adances in philosophy
(understanding) then science (acting). Gods would manipulate the
puppet heroe and send him away, to other cities from where they would
get far news and then interpret them. Those gods were immortal,
generations after generations taking the same name and role, maybe
through (mechanistic) fights to be the only one using that particular
role (now we would call it pathology).  The end result was a few gods,
a tight pantheon but lots of monsters and exemplary heroes. It gave
rise to the Greek Tragedy not in the way Nietxche understood, but in
the real life truth of a schizophrenic searching the telepathic god
with bad intent, all gods, telepaths, sending him away in epic to
protect the telepath from a heroes wrath. And the real familial
integration of telepaths and schizophrenics was recognized in multiple
legends of heroes being the offspring of gods. Each legend hides a
real story. The rest of thetelepaths would content themselves in the
Agora, the Academia, unending popular discussions that gave rise to a
basic concept of democracy, to which the great philophres, devoid of
science, tried to oppose concepts as the republic or the federation.
In the relatively bucolic and sparsely populated lands of old greece
this magic worlds were even a storm was magical had a real meaning,
but in modern industrialist and overcommunicated societies what we
have is criminality and madness...

All buildings were I had an idea that something happened have now a
canopy. A renovation process, but to me it has a different meaning.

I define qurainism as a compulsive schizophrenic behaviour consisting
in using some text as a life plan, by using all resources at disposal
to interpret the text in a meaningful way enacted in real life. If at
least some elements of that text were heard telepathically (tele-
pathos, at a distance suffering), the full text becomes a creed, a
truth...

Syndicates. They are a CHURCH STRUCTURE. One or more of these
sydicates is behind all my troubles and whatever happened to my
families and acquaintances. I cant communicate, I am a very weakened
position and still shaked by NOT KNOWING FOR SURE. Too many changes
and any crime is possibilitated.

Law is assymmetrical. Criminals just act, while law doesnt act to
protect, suppsedly, the innocents.

Fabrizio J Bonsignore now Danilo J Bonsignore