🚀 go-pugleaf

I have already asked about this also in separate posts by this title to
misc.health.alternative,alt.meditation.qigong,alt.healing.reiki,alt.meditation
and
alt.magick,alt.yoga,alt.religion.hindu,alt.magick.tantra  
but am interested in possible scientific explanations for
the phenomenon.   I have mentioned it to my psychiatrist
(I am bipolar and on a lithium level of 0.8) before and
he wasn't too concerned, and I don't think it is harmful
unless I neglect my breathing and/or rooting, and/or overdo
it, when it can make me slightly light-headed, but hasn't
triggered any significant mental health problems, and I
don't consider it a significant mental health problem.

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For the last few months now I have often experienced
what I sometimes call a shakti buzz and sometimes
a kundalini buzz and I was wondering if any others out
there have had this experience or if not if there are
descriptions of it in the literature due to past individuals
who have experienced it.

I believed it started when I would be imagining kissing
a woman high or low and would get a feedback effect
similar to a fairly good orgasm but mostly just a brain
buzz.   I think after a bit of that I labelled it a
shakti buzz but haven't researched shakti or Shakti
much yet.

After a bit of that it suddenly stopped working briefly
in early February and I found (or was sort of tricked
into finding) that by thinking of kissing each
woman and thinking of one of my deities at the same
time I would get a shakti buzz, and for me (and maybe
just in my head) that formed what I called shakti
associations between each of my deities and a
different woman.   Does this have any parallel in
tantric practices (which I have yet to
research very much but intend to, respectfully)?

More recently at times the buzz has become not
just a brain buzz but will begin with a quick
base chakra area muscle click (so a short
period mulabhandha) and will be a buzz from
base chakra to crown chakra though still
stronger in the brain area, so I now call it
both a shakti buzz and a kundalini buzz (and
the bit about thinking of kissing a woman 
still works now even without thinking of a
deity to me at the same time).

I have also extended it to thinking of others
other than women I am attracted to by e.g.
thinking of shaking hands with a man or
a woman I am not interested in romantically
but may be interested in collaborating with,
and can still get the buzz.

It also acts as completion for magical workings
such as link workings and more at times these
days.   For example, in simple form, I have
attempted a species balancing of all DNA-based
species, and at the conclusion of said balancing
attempt there was again the short period mulabhanda
with the base chakra to crown chakra buzz but
a bit stronger near the crown.   [But I don't
believe said magical thinking worked yet if
ever and hence it isn't classified as delusion.]

But regardless of my theories, I am interested
in pointers to more information from tantric
practices, kundalini, qigong, reiki, neuroscience,
psychobiology, or other areas you may know of, related 
to the buzz. 

For more on me see my web page
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton
especially the Salmon...  subpage, in which I describe
unusual individual lunar and probable solar cycle patterns 
among other things, but it is slightly out of date and
in need of edits and more research, but I need to devote
more time to my mostly unrelated geophysics Ph.D. thesis
for now and thus am devoting only a few hours a week to
the web page updates and related reading and related
newsgroup posts.

David