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First let me define a perineum click.   A perineum click 
is a contraction of my perineum area muscles accompanied
simultaneously by a moving together of my upper
thigh muscles.   Without the thigh muscle movement
it is just a contraction, not a click.

Beginning in spring 1996 I began using the perineum
click for ideomotor divination by thinking of a
question and then ranging through a number of answers
(the simplest being yes/no) until I got a click
after the supposed correct answer.   Also in some
cases I get a spontaneous click and then divine
(by further clicks) what the spontaneous click 
means.  (I think that is how it started.)

But such divination has rarely led to anything 
productive and at times when I blindly believed it
it has led to delusions or in the extreme, psychosis.
So these days I am trying to avoid such divination
and ignore most spontaneous clicks.  This appears
to be working in that I am having fewer
spontaneous clicks these days.  I am also
skeptical of the divination results, and I
don't recommend it as a divination method.

I think the perineum clicks are related to
Kundalini and may be a connection to my deities,
most likely ALL and/or Gaia.  But if so, they
are testing me rather than spoonfeeding me.

I have mentioned the perineum clicks to my
psychiatrist before but he didn't think I needed
to bring them up with a neurologist.  (I saw
a neurologist on a different matter a while ago
but I can't remember if I brought up the clicks
with him.)

Have you come across anyone else who experiences
these perineum clicks?  (I think the tale of
Myrddin talking to a little piggy in the forest
might have been him talking to his perineum.)
Also do you think I should bring it up with
a neurologist?  It isn't bothering me much these days.

I am currently on 900 mg lithium carbonate all at
bedtime (for a level of about 0.7) and 10 mg
olanzapine at bedtime.  The clicks were not
reduced in number from when I was on just lithium
to when I was on both lithium and olanzapine.

I will bring up the subject again with my psychiatrist
when I see him again.   But unfortunately due to
illness his office is closed for an extended period
and I am being monitored by my family doctor.  Luckily
my mental health is fairly good (though I tend to
be more eccentric online than in my dealings with
other people offline).

Some of my experiences are outlined on my
Salmon on the Thorns web page (see below).

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http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/nf.html Newfoundland&Labrador Travel & Music
http://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page)
   "Here I go again...back into the flame" (Sarah McLachlan)