🚀 go-pugleaf

Please forgive me. I know it will be difficult, but please try. I�m
giving up my dishonorable trollish hobby. I�m leaving you.

I�m feeling a little better each day, the Paxil my doctor prescribed
is finally starting to work (I guess it takes a few weeks to accrue).
I�m now able to wander outside my dank, smelly bedroom and see the
world through my own eyes -- living vicariously through the computer
screen will soon be a thing of the past. I�m realizing what a
mean-hearted, nasty cretin I�ve become and I�m ashamed, to put it
mildly. But it wasn�t my fault, I was lashing out in the only forum in
which my anger is not rendered impotent, the only forum where I�m not
immobilized by the scornful faces laughing at me. They�ve been
laughing at me my entire life! But now I can see a light glimmering at
the end of the tunnel.

And the Accutane is really helping my acne, which is reviving my long
dead self esteem. And I�m getting my chronic halitosis under control
as well. And changing my underwear more than once a week is doing
wonders for my persistent foul body odor. Why didn�t I think of it
before? Oh, the Paxil.

I think the breakthrough came when it dawned on me that my transphobia
was actually no more than a ruse I was unconsciously employing to hold
my own homosexual feelings in check. And I have you transsexual people
to thank for this because by lurking in your midst, through a process
of slow osmosis, I came to the realization that masculinity is a
self-deception that I use to maintain the repression of my inner
femininity. My masculinity was a bluff, an empty lie which is now
joyously crumbling away. By acting out my fantasies of being anally
penetrated in the real world, I know I can assume the feminine role
during sex and yet still be a �real man�. Now I can freely and gladly
receive anally and give fellatio -- I�m liberating my geniune
self, my petrified heart is thawing. By sharing this, I hope to offer
some small amends for the damage I�ve caused to your newsgroups. You
transsexual people have truly helped me more than you will ever know.
I can never repay you.

Yes, I�m coming to terms with my homosexuality. And this is my own
�transition� -- a transition towards humanness and happiness. I hope
you transsexual people can relate and sympathize. Please don�t hate
me, have mercy.

Farewell. You shan�t see me again.

Sincerely,
Natasha Thompson